Clouds & H20 8.18.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real…

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8/18/2012

I haven’t found the need to watch sports like I used to. I am seeing through the blurred lines.Trends to live a healthier lifestyle are constantly being promoted through various diet programs, fitness education and other formats. People are drinking less carbonated drinks, such as soda. This helps in increasing the sales of non-carbonated drinks like Gatorade. I am getting my hydration from alkaline water.

Sports are a billion dollar industry within the United States. Gatorade utilizes the high interest level in sports to capture market share of sports drink industry. The company sponsors high profile athletes who play different sports to use and promote Gatorade products. By diversifying athlete sponsorships, Gatorade markets to people that share interests in different sports, as well as their interests in a sponsored athlete. Why don’t I see more athletes advertising the drinking of water?

Technological changes have positively affected Gatorade’s ability to gain product acceptance form the consumer. Gatorade uses technology to highlight the benefits of consuming their products. Virtual marketing allows companies to change the way they structure resources. They established social media pages on the Internet, which provides a forum for consumers to discuss their experiences with using Gatorade products. This an advanced way of displaying customer testimony because product users can easily describe how they benefited from using the product.

There are many different Gatorade products that they consumer may chose from. This allows Gatorade to market to people with many different health interests, tastes and goals. Each product line gives Gatorade the opportunity to market towards the consumer’s interests. Some consumers may elect to purchase Gatorade sports drinks due to their assortment of flavors. I wonder if they use filtered water in their drinks. Others may chose Gatorade because of the different functions that their products serves, such as energy or protein sources.

Gatorade contains heavy influence within the sports industry. This is very beneficial for the company due to the international interest in sports. Gatorade is able to globally market and promote their products The use of athletes to promote Gatorade’s products gives them an effective format to reach people throughout different marketing tools. Consumers may believe they can train and perform if they use the same products that athletes use.

Consumers can identify with these well-known athletes who use Gatorade products. Additionally, during the end of an important game, mainly in football, the winning coach is “showered” with Gatorade. The players of the winning pour a large bucket of Gatorade on their coach. This insinuates that drinking Gatorade is synonymous with being a winner and can be seen by all people viewing the sporting event. I am not into being a sports athlete. I love drinking water.

Hotspots 5.1.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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5/1/2012

The weather feeling good today. As i am getting older, I learn to appreciate good weather days. I cleaned everything in my way and said I am going to do things that I enjoy today. Had to go get a cut. I think there defiantly is strength in the hair. A fresh hair cut cleans my whole image up and the world feeds off a perception. Good thing is I take good care of myself so the aging process slowing down some. I gotta make sure I take advantage of everything I have. I been studying up on the 5th dimension and it seems that with the end of the world they predicted I’m told. There have been so many alarms that the world is going to end that I don’t even worry about them. What am I going to do if it does end? Everything shut down type blackout. People panic, put it together some way. Enjoy myself until then. Its probably just another tactic to keep people shook and not thinking about what’s really going on in the world. There are sports athletes making triple digit money and kids still hungry. I think they give people all that money to keep people distracted about what is going on. If we really wanted to solve the problems in the world we could. To solve all of them at the same time would be a stretch though I think we could if people put it all the way together. That would take some time. See they consistent in their efforts. Look at sports NFL goes from august until February. NBA goes from November until June and NCAA college basketball goes from November March MADNESS until basically april. Looks like sports keeps a teams whole lotta people supporting that entertainment with multi billions. Then college sports makes tons of money but they don’t pass much of that money on to the athletes on the team. Super hustle. People cheating paying for KID athletes and preying on them. Don’t care nothing about their lives except for profiting off them. To each is own that’s why I gotta really focus my attention on things that help me and not doing shit jus to do it. I see that more clearly now but what can I do for my people. They really wrapped up in the stuff and take less interest in their personal life than sports spitting off some player stats but can’t tell me they own stats for their life. See know that I’m responsible with everything that happens to me.  I thought about organizing a gamble sports racquet to rack up on people cuz they love their sports. But i’m not gonna do that. Gotta stay on the path, no more hustling people. Even though they don’t care that they being hustled by somebody.

 

Frozen Bunnies 4.13.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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4/3/2012

The crazy part is the weather is still cold. I sleep at the Center Sunday – Thursday. The hard part is weekends. Everything shuts down early, but the club. I’m scheduled to take the test for the Navy at the end of this month. I got to do something. Give me a chance to see the world. How could I have a chance at being a Navy Officer. Never would a thought that with all the things I’ve done. I’m also getting my poof together for some artist fellowship competitions. I am excited about both opportunities. I’ve been working out and eating good. I eat chinese food, then get a hoagie from Wawa and eat off that for the rest of the day.  The problem just is not having a place to call my own. It like my days are flying by. I am not playing any video games or watching much television. I just heard a woman’s voice in my head. Sometimes, I fear being alone from society can cause insanity. All them prison shows. Solitary confinement. My situation could possible lead to that. How are my world views ever going to be the same? Guess they don’t need. Living off the land takes brawn, but its like this time is renewing me, creating and building a better me. I must continue to step up my efforts. I am going to use the 13th Century as inspiration for some of my sketches. I talked to John earlier. He called right after I finished my haircut. I hadn’t heard from him in a while. Getting a haircut refreshes my attitude.

As I continue to sleep in my car, John struggles without a car while working on getting his Master’s degree. White, black, yellow; John is the only person I know doing it without a car. I know how tough it is to get things done without transportation. I used to catch the bus two hours before my shift started for work. I only lived 15 minutes away by car.  It’s great that we know each other for reference of the struggle. I can only imagine what he’s feeling moving to a new place, having a kid, getting divorced, and going back to school. Life requires so much balance. I am glad to stretch out while sleeping. Even if it is on the floor or the couch. There is a lot of pain in life. Please do what you can so people can enjoy their years on Earth. I know I could be tripping, but it definitely fells like it always rains on my days off. That leaves me to continue working on my life. What else can I do? To think about it, I love the smell of the rain. When it does rain, it’s like I have an instant force field where no one can see me sleeping in the car. So many people look forward to the weekend because work is done and schools are closed. Fridays and saturdas are rough for me because most places close at 10pm. Maybe I will a catch a late night movie. Wrath of the Titans is playing. Yeah that might be the move. I’ve gotten some good ideas lately. I need to start working on my next sketch book.

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DC Reading 3.20.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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3/20/2012

I am not sure the last time I slept more than 3 1/2 hour consecutively. Whenever I closed my eyes for more than 3 seconds, I fell asleep. The many sounds of the night of kept me on edge. Besides the fact I was homeless and not getting much sleep, I was in the best shape (mentally, physically, spiritually) of my life. This is like God’s way of preparing me for my future. I needed to unlearn a lot of my previous habits — judging people, relying on materials for happiness and not taking the time to enjoy the finer things in life like nature and fresh air. It’s almost 6am and I had to move my car before the meter lady begins her shift, so it’s on to the next spot. Since I’ve been on this Najiramba journey, I’ve learned lessons in the last month than I did my entire life. I went to DC over the weekend. I visited one of my friends who is married with just had a baby boy three months ago. Congrats to them. I wonder if I am ever going to have kids. There are so many variables to take in when having kids. But again congrats to them. The funny thing is he married a girl that my other buddy used to date. That’s the way the world works. I’m not sure if I wrote about Yvette’s premonition.

I’ve known Yvette for some time and she travels up and down the east coast doing readings for people. I never really gave much thought into that psychic mumbo jumbo life, but everybody else was shook to get a reading, so I did. In short, she told me that I’m an ambitious person who is careless and too careful at the same time. She also noted that I have great luck. Funny thing is I don’t believe in luck. If there is something I needed, she said I would know trouble finding it. That made me think about C-Note I found out the beach. Yvette also said I was smart on the inside and stupid on the outside. I laughed at that. We went over to the chicken spot. I figured I’d buy her food, because I definitely wasn’t going to pay her reading fee that was $100. After we ate, we went to the harbors. It was dead out there. We went back to the hotel. Yvette told me this was the last time we could chill for a while. Her visa was expiring and she had to go back to South Africa. I made some coffee. She said she didn’t want any when i offered, but she sipped some from my glass. This was a definite sign she liked me more than just friends. We sat on the bed and talked about her experiences in the United States and how the culture is so different from South Africa. Next thing I know we were getting very physical. The last year of my life flashed by. I applied to be an officer in the Navy, working security, love when bathrooms are cleaned, can’t wait until the cyber cafe returns to 24 hours, interpretation of Clint Eastwood’s biography, preparing for library closing, true enemies, gotta keep my antennas up to see what people really up to and how I missed the taste of home cooked meals.

In Crowd 3.5.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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3/5/2012

The brakes on my car didn’t work. My car weaved in and out of traffic on the beach. I pinch myself. Is this a dream? The pain hurts. My car goes into to some sort of auto pilot, heads to the curb and stops. The car next to me looked like an old school Rolls Royce. Their window rolls down halfway. I can’t see all the way into the car. Some super mystical things were happening in the background of the car. I can’t really describe it. It was like I had been drugged and couldn’t distinctly see the shapes of the car. I heard a voice and it seemed liked God spoke to me. Saying never doubt me again. I say we’ll if your God what tips do you have for me? The window rolls up, car drives away and I find myself sitting in the car in a random parking lot. The tip I gained is that I must never doubt god again. It feels like I am some sort of mission. I thought about the car accident I was in some years ago and I had to walk with a cane for months. One of my employees called me Moses. That was a great compliment even though they were on some bs. Often times I feel in a similar lifestyle where if I got the story right, Moses gave up the future of a materialistic kingdom to become a slave for his purpose to get the Hebrews to freedom. Who was I suppose to set free? Myself?

McDonald’s breakfast is good for my pockets only. This food can’t be great on my body. I look forward to using a microwave and eating warmed up food. This is one of the privileges of my day. Whoa buddy, I ate some cold chicken broth soup the other day. The gravy clumped together like gelatin and I couldn’t seem to enjoy it. I checked out some online dating websites and seem some interesting characters. I’m slow to meeting people off those sites in real life. One of them things about on line networks, people are allowed to be whoever they make up. I look to present my true self. On one of my profiles I say I am no less a man than MLK, Bruce Springsteen, Obama, Ali. People probably see that as arrogant, but everybody doesn’t see the opportunities of the world like I do. I ate two meals in three hours. I’ve been homeless for nearly a month. I noticed my life shifted toward the necessities. More eating, praying and figuring out where I am going to sleep at night. I don’t have much a problem sleeping in the car except for when it gets cold at night. Them leather seats get cold and drop the temps down even lower. I thought about sleeping in the bus terminal like they do in the movies, but I needed to find a 24 hour wifi where I could come up in life and get some sleep. I found this University cafe that was opened around the clock. I am shocked that people were constantly in here. I wonder what they were working on that prevented them from being at home in their comfortable bed. I noticed one guy that slept in the cafe every night. He kept newspapers scattered around him, but he be totally sleep. Now that I was part of the in-crowd I noticed habits of other homeless people.

Premium Parking 3.3.12

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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3/3/2012

If I made this move it was going to waste a dollar in gas. I had a premium parking space. That’s the thing about coming to the beach in the off season. The meters are removed from the parking space. That’s love. Once I changed my clothes I was a new man. I real man. I was ready to take on anything. I gathered my beach materials. Protein bar, sketch book, bottle of water, lessons from San Quentin book. I placed them on top of the car. Looking for my pen, my sketchbook flew open loose pages went flying. Some people walked out of the Latino grocery store laughing they ass off. I hit the hurry up offense and gathered the pages from out the middle of the street. It was my dislike of pollution more than me needing the notes for me. I think I captured about most of my sketches. Chasing them down reminded me of those wind tunnels with money I seen. I walked back to the beach feeling great. I remember,  I dreaded Monday mornings. I drove to a job I didn’t like with people that I didn’t like. As I stared at the beach water, I thought this is the great life. Only if I had money, I would be set. I sat down on the bench and seen it had this engraving about a special event in history. I read the lessons from San Quentin book. After each chapter, I converted a small workout of dips and push-ups. I watched people walked by with babies and dogs. It made me want a dog.  I am glad God was in my life cuz I could of been extremely lonely. To think I went from traveling the world Hawaii, Cuba, Cali, DC, Atl, Ny, Miami, Charlotte, Seattle, Dallas, Chicago to sleeping inside my car. After about a hour and the winds picking up I walked back towards the car. I turned the corner and in front of the building was a Hunnid dollar bill. At first I thought no way this had to be fake. I picked it up and looked around to see if the owner could of been around. I didn’t see anyone. Once I got in the car I inspected the bill out. I held it up to the light, it looked real. Next thing I thought about was now I can get this new cell phone with a touch screen. It was 150 so I had to put up 50. Then I thought what I read about in a bill Dallas book about simplifying life. I already had a working phone. Then I thought about go out and treating myself to an expensive restaurant.  Habachi grill was one of my favorites. But I set ten bucks a day budget for meals so that wouldn’t work. I went to kinkos and printed a copy first complete art book. I was sending it to a genius african art dude out in dc. It cost me $9 to print out the 50 pages in color. I went to OfficeMax and bought a mailing envelope. During my browsing I seen a touchscreen panel computer. How cool was that. Then two strange looking dudes walked talking about welcome to the 21 st century. I stood in line to purchase the envelope and the couple in front of me were asking a ton of questions. That’s when Neil sparked up a convo with me. He asked if I was gonna get one of those touch screens. I said excuse me. He said the touchscreen. I thought to myself was dude watching me cuz I don’t remember seeing him. I tell him yeah right a thousand Dollars I rather spend that on art supplies. He tells me that is a photographer and would love to take a look at my work. We exchange numbers. I leave out to go get some fruit, corn nuts and water.

Upsizing 3.1.11

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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3/1/11

It seems like most people caught in a daily rut. They just do the same thing but not really getting anywhere. I came across this science explanation called the Fibonacci spiral. Its found throughout nature. Peacocks, hair growth source on the head, little swirl that makes finger prints. I heard it naturally occurs. Its even in space. It kinda reminds me of bullseye. Basiclly it says that the more something is repeated it grows faster on itself. If a person has 1 then adds 1 becomes 2. Then they add 2 to the previous 1 brings 3. If they add 3 to 2 got 5. If u add 3 to 5 got 8. If add 8 to 5 got 13. And so on and so on. So the more a person does whatever they are doing will increase in growth the more they do it. Like who learns this type of info? I happened to stumble across the fibonacci. That’s why I gotta stay focused. The more I focus on doing me in a good way the better my life will be I find it in my best interest to look out for me. Especially with all these people gotta remember that I have to keep on going. I am not attached to my past. Yes I do some things that i am not proud of. But I can’t let that eat away at me. I don’t need a license to live. I have the choice to do anything that can come to my mind. I am only doing as I believe.

The field is crazy tho. Always hearing stories about drive bys, drug addicts, and jail sentences. That cannot be the only thing life has to offer. People thinking what’s in their environment be all that it is. They claim they want a bigger than life lifestyle but don’t do wanna do greater than life work. But I seen all this before. Just like when I was in Vanna. Everbody wanted to be the commander in charge. Calling all the shots. Looking to dominiate at any cost. Even at the cost of lives of their own people. This the stype of stuff no one else is seeing or they do see but say nothing about it. Old head called me today. He asked if I was interested in making a trip to Canada. He had some digital security work. Plus he loves foreign women mainly because they can’t come and interrupt his life in America. I don’t know too much about old head. He speaks wisdom, but I can tell there is something going on inside of his head that he doesn’t want to share with the world. That’s ok but I gotta make sure I remember that. He called me asking if I ever seen a movie called Constatine and how he called himself to his death when he looked to kill hiself. He had to go through hell. His body got so tired and grew into his gifts. He got to go back but had to send back to hell. He sees through the body and inside to the soul. It was funny the old head told me about this movie. I always felt like I read peoples energy whether it be positive or negative. It’s hard to explain. Each person has energy and its very important to how they are using it. Since I have been on the wondering trip, I am getting my life in order. It’s not easy with negative energies around me. I’ve been watching the sunsets and sunrises lately. One of the most beautiful scenes of the day. I also heard that sungazing during those time works best because the sun provides vitamin D and sun UV rays are not as strong during those times. Since I’ve been doing this realized I’ve been needing less food as I increase my sun intake. I figure the sun cooks the greens I eat so by taking in the sun I am going straight to the same source for the nutrients and vitamins. I notice I need less sleep too. People carrying out that super fancy electrical equipment with them all day from cell phones, laptops, tablets and think that is not doing anything to the body. People don’t get it. Well they really do, they get it the way they want it. During this information age it’s easier to find out something if a person wants to know. Things people don’t wanna know. They rather let someone else do the thinking for them but not me. I am in a mission to uncover what is going on here cuz no one is going to tell you. I have to go out there and learn it on my own.

Cold Buffet 2.24.11

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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2/24/2011

Around six in the am my stomach bubbled hard. It had to be that spicy jerk chicken, rice and peas. I had earlier. I’m eating like time don’t exist. My life so touch and go. Traffic froze in front of my eyes on the way to Walmart. I don’t like shopping there much. Seem like they working me over with their products cuz I know they know.  I took a moment and admired the beauty of the sky. The mix of purple, blue and orange mesmerized me. There are so many colors that exist that I cannot see. When I see multiple ones like this I for sure know there is way more to life than I know. The light turned green. I zoomed on the pedal. I made it to the parking lot. I hopped out with the quickness. I took my cell phone with me every I go, but not this time. The temp dropped about thirty degrees during the night, so I had threw on my leather bombay jacket. On my quick foot, I seen a homeless man sleeping on a park bench. I remember seeing him there another time. His dark yellow eyes looked like he seen some of wildest things the world has to offer. Good to see that got a place to park in this cold weather. After leaving the bathroom, I felt like a new man. It was about twenty minutes after six and I wanted to do something before heading to the breakfast buffet. I had been there since the time I went with my pops a couple of years ago. I never liked being the first person in a restaurant. Maybe the staff mad because I came in and now they gotta do work. Or I’m gonna receive all of the left over from last night. First In First Out. I sat in the car and read my daily bible motivational passage. I noticed one of my favorite wonders of the world. It’s when the sun and the moon are in the sky at the same time. It amazes me that all this can occur. I drifted for a minute then heard the crackling pop of the American flag waving high in the air. Coldness filled the restaurant. People complained that it was too cold to eat. I sat there eating eggs, fried chicken and black coffee. The super friendly waitress called everybody honey and sweetie. I ate french toast and read about chakras. How did I go through out life never hearing about these? I won’t on the importance memo list. But that’s ok. See now that I know it’s about building the life I want and universal laws, I’m gonna treat life totally different. I thought about that dude Will Smith played in the movie Pursuit of Happyness. In the book, he used the importance of blacksmith to get what he wanted. I gotta be more on it. Funny to see that he identified many wizards in greek mythology. In Gardener’s writings, he noted that there is no substitute for hard work.

The syrup from my waffles hardened because of the cold. More and more people poured into the restaurant. I read Stephen Duncan’s, Genre Screenwriting:  How to write popular screenplays that sell.  I jotted down notes that corresponded with this film I started writing in my head. A white lady, with long black stringy hair turned around and asked me if I was doing homework. Yeah something like that. She told me good luck and grabbed her duffle bag. It looked like she carried life around with her in that bag. The heat started kicking in. The manager probably waited to see if people were going to come and eat before he spent money heating up an empty restaurant. I took my jacket off and grabbed an omelet, no cheese, onions, and green peppers. I also got some pineapples and fruit. After I finished my food, I made sure I thanked the waitress. I didn’t have any extra cash to give her a tip. She told me bye and to come again. The situation of her smile reminded me of my mother’s as she dropped me off at school leaving me with burgundy lipstick on my cheek. As I drove, I barely made it library with my eyes open. I had to stop sleeping in the car. I learned about dependency cues in my psychology college class. My body and mind probably thought it was nap time. That itus is so real. After pulling into the parking space. I turned the car off. Fifteen minutes later I woke up. How did I manage to fall asleep that fast? Ah well nobody seen me sleep anyway. I walked up to the second floor of the library full of books, note cards, headphones, two phone chargers and a Scarface DVD. Not the Al Pacino Scarface movie, but the original gangster masterpieces starring Paul Muni from 1932. I thought about logging onto a computer and typing this query letter for this beach party film I wrote.  I chose a desk in the corner that received barely any sunlight. I wanted to see if I could still fall asleep with that nap and all. Within thirty seconds I was knocked. I didn’t take off my coat or hat. I woke up and sat on the couch with a television. A beauty sat down near me. She was younger than me and talked about putting cocoa powder on the light bulb. I told her that’s not the brightest idea. She told me her mother used to do it all the time and how it works like incense.

Making the next move the best move 2.22.11

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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2/22/2011

I have heard this saying many times, but I always wondered how do u know what the best move is? Like really tho? This type of thinking prevents people from reaching what they want to do in their life. I mean people be afraid of their next move not being their best move so that be leading them to be cautious or not even take a move at all. What best means to a person is straight opinion. When I think of best, it means me using everything have available to get what I want. So if I forget some essential piece of info then I can’t use that in making my next move. The more I learn the more I’m a get outta this. The thing is, It’s like other people forget stuff and they be in my way. It’s like them distractions stay ready poppin up on me. See now I’m seeing that technology be crazy — cookies on the net tracing my every move traveling and I see ads poppin up to buy shit. Based on what I’m looking at. But that just be true to the hustle that’s part of it. My cell phone be ringin non stop and for a min that’s cool. Them jocking me but it holds me up. I don’t even know these strange danger chicks. And then there something, but not really nothing on TV. Idiot box and social media this new thing in my face like 7 elevens. I hear about people about online jumpoff site and people on order like ice cream flavors. I got the thinking bout the time. Me n connor linked up at the hobby shop. Had change the brakes on the jag.  Stan met us up there blunted and all. Haa..told him he needs to kick those dutches and do papers or somethin. It be leading to cancer. He won’t tryna hear me tho.

People gon do what they gon do. It’s been a while since I seen Stan. We use to pump a lot of work thru the city. He came up there excited. I had questions about Stan being a jellyfish, but he always came correct around me. We finished up the brake job. We getting ready to makes moves so we hopped in Stan benzo. Seen he had some weird shit going on in his car. like whips, ropes, fangs, some masks, like fvck, its not halloween. Wat u doing with all this? He tellin me it’s for style. Then he started going in real quick saying there’s vampires in kentucky. Connor looked stunned from that. Long time ago I learned anything is possible so I ain’t even read into that much. We rode out to this lounge spot that has dancers in cages and chilled there for a min. Connor don’t drink foreal and I’m cutting back. I gotta be aware of my surroundings now-a-days esp. when dude talking bout vampires and sacrifices. When he said that, it reminded me of one of them popular singer chicks’ video when she was drinking blood on stage. The lounge spot was decent/ a lot of people on the building tonight. Stan ordered like 5 bottles, for what I don’t even know, showing off. I peeped that Stan and Connor didn’t get along. I can feel tension between them. They would talk to me individually, but at the same time. Like they standing in each side of me. Haa..like the God and the devil on the shoulder thing. Then Stan walked next to some dude that was going in dancing hard to the music. Looked like dude thought he made the song. Stan did this weird shit. He stood next to the dude for a minute while he was dancing. Stan came back and told me that he could steal people’s energy by standing in their personal space. The fvck Stan was on some real live psychic vampire shit. I heard about this on Youtube but I never seen nothing like this in real life. I really gotta focus up on what these people doing out here. U never know somebody until u know somebody.

 

Up Coast 2.16.11

Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real… 

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2/16/11

Last few days flew by since I been out San Diego. Weather foolish out here. I’m moving up and down the coast, so it’s like I’m homeless.  I’m not complaining though. This lifestyle not for every Being out here away from all isolated with all these people out here. It gives me no choice but to get more things done in a day. I have no time to chill. It’s only been a week but I’m starting to feel more comfortable sleeping in the car. I can sleep for at least five straight now. Temps drop in the valley, my legs be getting cold. I’m sleeping on the passenger side of the car, so I have a little more room. Haa finally get to enjoy this side of the car. Gotta meeting with Albert in a few hours, but it still so comfortable. I did have a kick it session on Valentines Day. I got to sleep in a bed for and had some sex. It had been a while. I don’t feel a need to go out and jump the bones of every pretty girl I see. Perhaps, my current living situaiton is causing that. I don’t know these stranger danger women out here. Mimi was different and so adorable. She reminds me a lot of Jada Pinkett. Not just in looks, but in attitude. I tell her to look into being an actress or an aerobics instructor. Mimi one of them lucky ones who don’t have to work out extremely hard to keep an outrageous shape. She ain’t the right one for me in the long run. I gotta see the reason in spending time with people who I know got different moves to make in life than me.