Uncovering the discovery of Gem’s tale as he rebuilds his life. His vintage style is in for a spin as he battles with living a top-of-the-line life filled with love and the finer things. He wants things to speed up and that’s when life gets real…
3/1/13
My homies from around the way came through to celebrate Cappo bday. Cappo been a wild dude for ever since I knew him. He would do things just cause of the whim of it. I remember when he tried to fight the whole basketball team cuz of this cheerleader he messed with was cheering too hard for the players. He got a good head on his shoulders, he just doesn’t always make the smartest moves. I can say the same thing about myself. Cappo was the type of dude to help you get your chain back if it was to get snatched up from some goons. Since I got back to Dc from cali. I am hyped to hang with some people I really know. The appeal of the club definitely wearing off. People look zombiefied yelling out phrases about driving bugattis and maybach. Sun, most of them dont even know the difference of a 4 cylinder and v6. I think with all of the so called advancements people are not getting smarter. They going the opposite way. When I seen malnutritioned kids from africa they were all thin. Malnourished people in America overweight. They don’t even wanna take the time to see what’s in their food. Do they trust all of the restaurants doing the right thing? So we hit up this reggae spot off U street. Cappo think he on bourbon street walking around with his drinks. Crew tripping on one because I don’t drink liquor anymore. I broke down the high sugar content and how the bottles say spirit on em. Like wtf does that mean? I told em how people act different when on that sauce. Sure them spirits got something to do with it. Like people cant even drive a car straight after some shots. Even the word shots. Why they call it that? I don’t even like getting shot at. This spot definitely for the ratchets. Women dont seem to care about themselves in here. Their outfits screaming that they need attention. Somebody gonna give it to them, but not without getting something in return.
All of a sudden a thought came across my head about Kim. We meet two weeks ago and I have been dodging her. I guess I am kinda nervous. Like I have seen so many women all around the world. DId my celibacy bit for a little while. Then a married woman looked to hook me, but I let that slide. Then there was Yvette who decided to spend her life overseas looking to do her version about saving the world. Why would I look to build something new with Kim? I don’t know much about her. I am gonna hit her up tomorrow. Everything happens for a reason. Since I got my dog, Ojom, life been even better. He so full of life and loves to do anything. He loves to grub. I never had to take care of something so small. He looks like he has his own soul. His facial features are so distinct. I am starting to check my ego and looking to live life in a wholistic way. That’s probably what got me slightly hesitating on hitting up Miss Kim. But I am. Some good weird vibe I got from her in the little bit of convo we had at the juice bar. She’s a curator at an African art museum. I don’t really know what that does. Sounds official. I didn’t tell her I was an artist. Seeming it slowing down right now, I haven’t been advertising it as much.
There’s a lot going on the world. Two weeks ago, Large Hadron Collider, world’s largest and highest-energy particle accelerator, switching off for two years for upgrading. A particle accelerator? That sounds like something out of Back to the Future movie. I didn’t even know what that was when I first heard about it. To break it down particle accelerator is a device that makes use of electromagnetic fields to thrust charged particles at very high speeds. The particles are contained in well-defined beams. See stuff like that game changing. How much money being spent on them things? Having one of those I would use it to accelerate my life to being the greatest artist of the time. I am not into the whole public relations thing, but I know ain’t no money like show money. Just can’t see myself acting like someone I am not. That is one of the points that I become an artist because it allows me to express myself. Some people might not value their opportunity to make a choice and be their self. I define myself and I am good with not fitting in. That’s never been my goal. The more I get to know myself the more I find that I am who I am and that is all that am. I came across a magazine that said how old style artists use sacred geometry in their work. When they taught me basic geometry in school I didn’t know how everything was related. Maybe they don’t want people to develop their ability to think. People are so distracted in the world that they have a hard time concentrating. And there’s a lot going on. So what are they going to do? Just keep going and getting distracted. See the particle accelerator I get my funding to create this new art form to help open people’s mind. The world so boxed in. TV a box, door a box, the window a box, cell phone a box, tablet a box, laptop a box, refrigerator a box. Nature doesn’t have straight lines. That’s why I would get on that Beam and straighten out some things, so I could shift my time to creating art and just on my hustle to survive out here. I still enjoy the hustle cause I know it’s making me into a diamond. Seriously tho, carbon under pressure makes diamonds. Body got at least 18% carbon. I even seen a report that a company using human ashes from dead body and turning it into diamonds. There is so much going in the world.